My birthday is going to be on tomorrow
I still think that I shouldn't go to school as an expectation can lead disappointments
Me and nat baobei are drifting apart, mentioned here
I can't stop thinking the reasons, why
Or maybe she has her new classmate and so on
Can't describe how jealous I am when I meet up with them
But blabla I can't tell her always
Throw back to those days we have been sitting together
Keep on thinking when we both knocked each other's head
Yesterday morning, I went to her class
I caught her studying
Then I knew that I shouldn't play with her these days
I shouldn't disturb her studies
What scares me is she doesn't make me a sense at all
I was so damned
But what can I change these all by myself
Can't sleep well
Can't study well
Can't pay fully attention when teachers are talking
Can't get through these all by myself is the thing that I am most afraid of
Tomorrow is gonna be my 15th's birthday
Not hoping for anything
Just to make sure everyone I love is in good health and happy always
Nat needs to be happy
Thanks god, Yu Jie
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